​Dear People of Hope, 

There’s a phrase that the late Christian writer Rachel Held Evans would often say: “On the days when I believe…” It is a phrase I love. It acknowledges that doubt and questioning is a part of our journey. There are days when we “believe,” and there are days when we don’t. There are days when we feel secure in what we believe, and there are days when it is hard to say what we believe. 

And whether we grew up in the church or not, we likely have all kinds of questions that show up for us in worship, Bible study, and life. They are not always questions of doubt, but a desire to understand with more clarity and greater knowledge. Sometimes they are questions we are afraid to ask – doesn’t everybody else know the answer??? (Chances are lots of people around us are wondering the same thing.) They may be as simple as, “why do we do that thing we do every week in worship?” Or, get more nuanced: “What is salvation?” They may be questions of theology (what we say about God), or anthropology (what we say about humans), or the Bible, or ethics, or day-to-day living. So many questions! So many possibilities!

For the season of Lent, we will be meeting around a meal on Wednesday nights to explore questions. We still have some time before Lent begins, but I share this with you now so that you can share your questions with me. In the narthex (Why do we call the space outside the sanctuary “narthex”? That’s a good question!) is a box with index cards. I invite you to write down your questions and place them in the box. What are you wondering about? What would be good to discuss with others? We may not get to every question in Lent, but we will get the conversation started!

Seek and you will find. Questions are a gift. They help us grow. May we be a courageous space where we are welcome to ask questions and receive the companionship of fellow seekers along the way. 

Peace, 
Pastor Liz

Dear People of Hope,

As I reflected on what might be our congregation’s theme for the new year, a phrase bubbled up: “Seek and you will find.” An irony because I was seeking a theme…but a message that sent me to my Bible to read the Gospel of Luke. Jesus says, “And I tell you: Ask and you will receive. Seek and you will find. Knock and the door will be opened to you.” (Luke 11:9) These words are spoken not too long after the disciples ask Jesus to “teach us to pray,” and Jesus gives them the words of the Lord’s prayer. Jesus continues by describing us as ones who can pray with persistence, brashness or shamelessness, and shares an image of God the Creator as a parent who is generous in response to the needs of the children. The whole passage is also about the gift of the Holy Spirit — that as we ask, seek, and knock, we are given what we need – that is, God! We are shaped and formed by the Spirit. 
That’s a lot, right? Just coming from some words that bubbled up…seek and you will find.
This is our theme for 2023: Seek and You will Find. It is always the invitation, throughout our life, but there is goodness in making it our focus for a year. What deep longing of and for God is present in you? In what ways are you being invited to “ask, seek, knock?” What amazing promise we are given that when we do, we will receive, find and be opened to!
In this past year, we began a new ministry of offering prayer during communion on the first Sunday of the month. This is an opportunity to bring concerns, burdens, griefs, needs, hopes or whatever is on our hearts and minds to God, alongside and through the prayers of siblings in Christ. For the month of January, we will offer this every Sunday. I encourage you to let it be the start of a year of asking, seeking and knocking. May we as a community be shaped and re-formed again and again in our seeking. May we find the goodness of God in our midst. May the will of God be done and may the kingdom of God come among us. May we seek and find.

Peace be with you,
Pastor Liz

​Dear People of Hope,

As I am writing this, I am watching the sun, low in the sky and shining for the few hours it will today. The winter months are filled with these long nights and can awaken feelings of sadness, loneliness and melancholy. Which is why I am also sitting in front of a happy light! At the same time, the winter can be an invitation to join creation in a long rest. Whether our plans are completely disrupted by a winter storm or we must physically slow down our walk to trudge through the heaps of snow, we join the earth of the northern hemisphere in discovering what goodness comes out of the darkness of rest, renewal and preparing for new life. 

My hope is that you will find the rhythm of Advent as you prepare for Christmas. May you take notice of your longings and hopes that may have been lost to your senses in the summer bustle. May you discover God dwelling with you in any feelings of sadness or loneliness that emerges. May you slow down and encounter Christ in the eyes of those you meet and in the quiet cold air that fills your lungs. May this be a season of preparation even as it is also a season of joy. 

And I hope that you will join us in community as we near Christmas together. We hope to worship with you, share meals together and celebrate with joy!

God’s peace be with you, 
Pastor Liz

​The ministries of a congregation are often determined by the gifts of those in the congregation. A good indication of what God is calling us to is what God has equipped us for! For this reason, we can always expect that our life together will change and grow in different ways over the years, as we ourselves change and grow. The longer we have been a part of this congregation, we have probably seen a lot of changes! And if we are new to this congregation, we can expect that our very presence will change LCOH because we have our own gifts and callings to offer from God.

We are experiencing change and growth at Lutheran Church of Hope and this year’s theme has been “Called and Appointed.” We want to explore together more and more what God is calling us to. This may mean new ministries or it may mean a renewal in ministries that already exist. I would like to highlight some areas that we may need to discern together and that you may consider if God is calling you to get involved:

1. Children and Youth Ministry: So much has shifted for us since the pandemic. We no longer have Sunday School during the service. Our kids in Heavenly Sunshine have grown up and are now in Confirmation. We are currently working on an area in the sanctuary (a “prayground”) for our littlest ones, but how else might we serve and minister to our children and young people? This is a part of our commitment to them when they are baptized. Is this something God is calling you to?

2. Providing meals at Clare House: This ministry has occurred for a long time, but in recent years it has struggled to have enough volunteers. In its current setup, it is a big job for one person to sign up to provide a meal, but there may be possibilities for someone to organize the job so that it is shared by many people. How can we make this a sustainable ministry? Or is it no longer a ministry we are called to do?

3. Community Organizing: LCOH has been a part of AFACT (Anchorage Faith & Action Congregations Together) for a long time. This organization has now merged with another to form JOIN (Justice Organizing Interfaith Network). This is an excellent way to get involved in our community and to engage in God’s calling to “do justice.” Are you interested in participating in a team to listen, learn and address the needs of our neighbors?

4. Artistry, Creativity, Crafts: In the past, we have had sewing circles and quilting groups. There may be new interest in forming groups to learn and practice these skills. Are you interested in such a group? Would you participate or help to lead?

In addition to these areas, there are so many other aspects of our lives together! They fill the pages of this newsletter. And there may be new projects, groups or ministries that the Spirit has been placing on your mind and heart. There may be others who are experiencing the same promptings! We can pray about it together and follow the Spirit’s lead as we change and grow together. 

Let’s start and continue a conversation together: What needs to rest or end? What needs attention and fertilization? What is growing with abundance? What do we see God doing in our midst? How can we get involved?

Peace,
Pastor Liz

Two older nuns, their lives dedicated to ministry, grasped the hands of the preacher in gratitude for hearing the Word of God from a woman. 

A young boy, after hearing God referred to as a girl, argued “God is not a girl. God is a boy.”

A young girl argued the same. 

A woman cried while hearing a sermon on the lost significance of Mary Magdalene in Church history. 

A scholar shared her emotional experience of seeing the Black Madonna for the first time and proclaimed, “I am sacred.”

A man, with a difficult relationship with his earthly mother, shared that a sermon on “Mother God” was a comforting and healing Word for him.
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God is no gender. God is all genders. God transcends gender. All our names for God, and all our images for God, and all our descriptions never adequately capture who God is. God is Mystery. God is Other. But God also desires to be known by us. And if we are each created in the image of God, to know God is also to come to know ourselves and to know others.

So we keep finding the words. We keep searching for images and metaphors: Father, Mother, Refuge, Shelter, Fire, Rock, Wind…. We seek God and we seek the words to describe what we are seeking! As these brief stories show, it is important to keep expanding our vocabulary, our pictures and our stories. It is important to deepen our understanding and widen our gaze. It is important to recover what we may have lost and gain what we never knew we needed. For us and for our children. 

For this reason, we will be venturing into something new at Lutheran Church of Hope. Dr. Wil Gafney – a Hebrew biblical scholar, Episcopal priest, former Army chaplain and pastor in the African Methodist Episcopal Zion Church – has translated and compiled a new lectionary, “A Women’s Lectionary for the Whole Church.” A lectionary appoints Scripture to be read for each Sunday of the year. We most often use the Revised Common Lectionary. In the past, LCOH has also used the Narrative Lectionary. A Women’s Lectionary for the Whole Church seeks to share more stories of women in the Bible than previous lectionaries, uncover and center feminine language in translations, and listen to Scripture in a new way. 

I am so very excited to enter this journey of Scripture with you! And I am really thrilled to be preaching from these texts. We will begin at the start of the Church Year – Advent on Sunday, November 27th. If you would like to know more about Dr. Wil Gafney’s work in creating this lectionary, we will be discussing and learning about it on Wednesday nights, Nov 2 - 16, at 6:30pm. Just a month away!

To get our juices flowing now, consider for yourself: What are images that resonate with you? What are words or names that you use to describe God? What have been the stories that have been important to your understanding of who God is and who you are?

I’d love to hear about them!

Peace,
Pastor Liz

It has been three weeks since I’ve been present for worship at LCOH. I was first on vacation, and then I missed two Sundays due to a COVID-19 infection (and am doing much better!). And this one thing is very true – I miss you all. 

I loved my time away on vacation, and it was very needed. And I slept and watched a lot of TV (hello Harry Potter movie marathon!) while I was sick. As I gingerly return to my everyday practices and tasks, I am most looking forward to greeting you on Sunday - seeing smiling eyes, singing songs, sharing jokes and hearing what is going on in your lives. 

My rhythm has been disrupted, and will probably not get back into full swing immediately, but I know it will come back. I will find it. Just as I am continuing to find a rhythm that works since the pandemic disrupted our lives. Disruptions of all kinds happen, and every time, it is good to find a (new or old) rhythm that nurtures, sustains and connects. 

I hope that you, too, are seeking and finding a rhythm that nurtures, sustains and connects as we continue to recover collectively from the disruptions of the last few years. And I hope that if you have fallen out of the rhythm of in-person worship, you will start joining us again so that we can see your smiling eyes, sing songs, share jokes and hear what is going on in each other’s lives. 

Because I need you! Truly. After three Sundays away, I am going to set multiple alarms to wake myself up on Sunday so that I can see you. You are a part of a rhythm that I need. 

Peace be with you,
Pastor Liz

I love this quote from Father Gregory Boyle in Tattoos on the Heart: “Here is what we seek: a compassion that can stand in awe at what the poor have to carry rather than stand in judgment at how they carry it.”
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I’ve been considering that quote this week in relation to the recent overturning of Roe v. Wade, and I am altering it slightly for this moment – Here is what we seek: a compassion that can stand in awe at what those whose bodies are capable of pregnancy carry rather than stand in judgment at how they carry it.

Pregnancy arises and exists in complex situations. I could never fully capture the realities of individuals, their partners and their families. I could never fully take in what I have heard and witnessed in what others have carried. 

I value the life and potential for human life of a fetus. I have held others’ stories of excitement and joy at each ultrasound and image of life growing in the womb. I have witnessed the wondrous and scary complicated births of my nephews. I have held others’ stories of deep grief around miscarriages and stillbirths of wanted pregnancies – grief over life lost. I value the life and potential for life of women, trans men and non-binary people. I have held others’ stories of supportive families, life-giving relationships, joyful milestones, triumph over struggles, and growing self-knowledge. I have held others’ stories of abusive relationships, health complications, lack of family or social support, economic struggle, shaming by others, sexual assault, and pain caused by sexism and other injustices. All stories potentially made more complicated by pregnancies. Since the removal of the right to safe and legal abortion, I have listened to the news reports of woman after woman who suddenly feel even more vulnerable and marginalized in their situations today. And I stand in awe of what they must carry. And I weep for the ways we as a community have asked them to now carry it - without the protected ability to discern and make judgment for oneself in relation to one’s health, circumstances, ethical agency, and relationship with others. 

I have used the word “them,” and yet it is “us,” too. I have a body that can give birth. While I have not experienced pregnancy, I have experienced the disdain and shaming placed on bodies like mine, as well as the sense of powerlessness when agency is stripped away, pressured or questioned. As a woman and as a pastor, I desire to see my community arise to answer the ethical question of what we owe to one another – how we will support and value women and those who can become pregnant; how we will value the life in the womb by supporting life outside the womb in tangible, physical, life-giving ways through healthcare, childcare, parental leave, and living wages; how we will give accurate, truthful information and access to contraception; how we will hold and listen to each others’ stories with compassion and without judgment; how we will walk with one another in the midst of difficult situations; how we will create safe spaces for courageous sharing; and how we will honor each other by respecting each one’s agency and decision-making. 

We are called to “bear one another’s burdens” (Galatians 6:2). And so I do not want us to only stand in awe of what others must carry, but to lend our shoulder, our back, our arms, our lives in bearing the weight of what they must carry. If you are angry, afraid, and grieving today, know this: we are not left powerless. The Spirit breathes in us and unites us in community. We are yoked to Christ, whose burden is light, while the world’s burden is heavy. We are empowered to fully know and live into our calling as people of God in every situation. We are sent to live alongside others in the midst of their burdens, to witness against unjust laws, to speak to and experience God’s abundant life, and with power, to love. Love, love, love.

Peace be with you,
Pastor Liz

If you desire conversation, prayer or pastoral care regarding this recent Supreme Court decision, please do not hesitate to reach out to me.

You may read Presiding Bishop Elizabeth Eaton’s statement here. 

​As most of you know, my beloved dog Fiona died last December, the day before Christmas Eve. It has been six months, and this week I found myself weeping for her. The strength of the grief surprised me in the moment – not because I did not realize I was still grieving, but because the tears felt like they came out of nowhere. One minute I was happily going about my day, and the next I was crying. But this is grief. Tears do not come “out of nowhere,” they come from within us where the grief has always been residing. They are expressions of what our hearts and bodies are carrying. And they are good. It was necessary for me to stop what I was doing and simply cry. To grieve. 

  I have been thinking about this in relation to what we have collectively experienced in the last two and half years. We have experienced varying degrees of trauma – disruption, loss, anxiety, stress, uncertainty – related to the pandemic. We have witnessed national and international events of violence, racism, abuse of power and political crisis. Individually, we may have also experienced personal loss and crisis that are unique to us. Our hearts and bodies have carried and continue to carry a great deal. 

  We also keep going. We get used to things as they are, and then adjust to them as they change again. We get up each day with whatever tasks are ahead of us. Often, we expect that we just have to keep carrying whatever burdens we are accumulating. Global pandemic? Pick that burden up and keep going. Loss? Pick that burden up and keep going. Anger and despair? Pick that burden up and keep going. Crisis? Pick that burden up and keep going. Until our hearts and bodies are weighed down to the breaking. 

  Maybe, like me, there comes a moment when the weight of it all comes crashing in – either in the form of sudden tears, a burst of anger, or a lethargy that creeps in. Perhaps you have other words – I invite you to describe it for yourself! What is your heart and body carrying? 

  I think of Jesus’ words in Matthew 11: “Come to me, all you that are weary and are carrying heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” 

  These are words for us in a world that encourages us to pick up the burden and keep going on our own. These are words that will unmask the ways we try to rely on ourselves. These are words for our daily lives. 

  Church, may we learn from Jesus. May we surrender our burdens and rest. May we pray with one another and create space for honest lament. May we cry when we need to cry. May we laugh when we need to laugh. May we bear one another’s burdens. May we not rely on our own strength to do so, but on the strength of the Spirit. 

  And in doing so, may we discover a burden that is light, because we do not carry it alone. God is with us. 

Peace be with you, 
Pastor Liz

My older sister tells this story: As children, our mother hid our Easter baskets in our room and told us to go searching. As I went from corner to corner, too young to even have much memory of this, I asked my sister repeatedly with excitement, “Do you s’pose….do you s’pose….do you s’pose…?” Do you think it’s under this blanket? What about behind this toy? Is it here? Do you s’pose? 

Easter is the season in the Church when we celebrate the resurrection of Jesus Christ. We center our songs and Scripture and reflections on how this has changed everything for us. Every day we are invited into his death and resurrection, dying to our hurtful ways and rising to new life. “We are witnesses to these things,” as Peter says in Acts. Witnesses to what God has done and is doing. 

I wonder if we may take this time to foster our wonder and curiosity - something children are often far better at than adults. What are we witnessing? What would it be like to go searching in wonder…looking in every “nook and cranny,” under every place we have left forgotten, in every place we have feared is dead, in the most ordinary moments of our day. Where is the new life? Is it here? Or here? How about here? Do you s’pose? 

We are witnesses. God is doing new things; God is bringing forth life; God is present in our most difficult experiences. We are a community of witnesses: asking each other, cheering and supporting each other, wondering and seeking together, even reminding one another of the joy of discovery after we have forgotten. The Easter Basket full of chocolate is really worth finding.

Let us foster our wonder and curiosity as we seek to witness what God is doing among us. Let us show up and welcome one another in our seeking and ask “Do you s’pose?” 

Peace,
Pastor Liz

As we enter this season of Lent, I am drawn to a particular image in the Bible: Moses, standing before a burning bush, hearing the voice of YHWH (the Lord), and taking off his shoes. He is standing on holy ground. 

What if we entered this Lenten season believing that we are entering into holy ground? Here, we will need to remove some things. Here, we are invited to remove what encumbers us; we are invited to let go of what is no longer helping us; we are invited to make a mark in our lives that something is different. This is holy ground. 

What happens on holy ground? A message is received. Here, a new calling and mission is given; a new identity and a new encounter with the God of our ancestors. This is what happened for Moses. The start of something new that led to freedom and liberation for the Israelites. While we remove our shoes on holy ground, we receive what God has for us and are led into new life. 

Our theme for Lent is “Cultivating and Letting Go.” I encourage you to join us through this season with intention and expectation that we are entering holy ground. Here are some questions to consider:

• What are you called to let go of in this season? There will be an opportunity to name those things during our Ash Wednesday service, whether it is fear or bitterness or self-hatred or prejudice or…(insert your need here). 
• What are you hoping God will cultivate in you? There will also be an opportunity to name those things during our 1st Sunday of Lent, whether it is courage or forgiveness or healing or love or… (insert your need here).
• What might be your way of taking off your shoes, a marker for your entry into this holy ground? It could be a fast from television, social media, a food item, or shopping. It could be taking up a daily practice of prayer, giving, helping others, getting outside, making art or journaling. There are many possibilities! How would you like to acknowledge the holy ground we are entering and help it to draw your focus on the Lord who is present?

 
I invite you to stand like Moses, before the Lord who calls you, and say, “Here I am.” We are entering holy ground. I look forward to walking with you through this land. 
 
Peace,
Pastor Liz